06-20-2010 感恩 gratefulness

哇塞！原来我那么久没有写日志了~
哈哈
最近比较想说的是佛夜
因为安妮他有表演我才去的说
过后就是贞子的生日 17号
其他日子都是上课多

wasai!what a long day i didn;t write blog
haha
today i want to say buddha night
because annie got drama
and after that xiao zhu zhu birthday
17th june
other days was class day.

好累~得空再弄吧~bye~

06-13-2010 戴冠 20 years old

今天是我生日啦！
一早去了教会，听了诺亚方舟的故事
过后就去tesco买很多东西
哈哈，都是Julie买的今晚晚餐的东西
过后就回家啦~
我帮Wendy设计了一个Logo
感觉不错哦~哈哈

话说今天我就已经二十岁了
好老哦~好老哦~哈哈
不过人就是会长大的嘛~
所以呢~加油加油！
今天没有人约过我。
只是晚上回去Julie家吃饭
过后去哪里就不知道了

从昨天开始到现在一直在期待的蛋糕都都没有出现过
晚上只是给人叫了出去喝茶
哈哈
搞笑到。。。。。。算了。。。。。一切顺其自然吧~
加油加油！
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过后去了Julie家吃东西，我的freshie也在那边为我准备了一个蛋糕
好开心
吃完了还有下文，就是去dataran可是天公不作美
下起大雨
我们转移阵地去我家
过后又是另一个蛋糕哈哈！第二个蛋糕了
我们玩面粉，玩很多东西
真的很开心
人生第一次别人主动帮我庆生耶~

过后他们都回家了
我就自己一个人留在房间
不久之后，灯全暗了
：“祝你生日快乐！”
407和408的人拿着蛋糕进来耶！
哈哈，原来他们真的有打算帮我庆生
真的很开心
吃了蛋糕，我也就继续回房间了。

和susan聊下聊下~忽然灯又暗了！
是依然！原来shu xian,kok cheong和jack为我准备的蛋糕！
原本以为会是我班的人。。。。。还是有点失望哈哈
不过真的很惊喜
谢谢你们~

06-12-2010 宿舍 hostel

昨天回了怡保
今天一早吃完早餐就回金宝了
自己一个人在空荡荡的房子里
面对着闪烁的电脑荧幕
期待着一个个的信息到来
可惜现实永远不及期待

yesterday went back to ipoh
today back to kampar after breakfast
stay at room with no one else
facing cold computer screen
waiting the wishing sms
but reality will never like dream

我睡了个觉，这是一个宁静的午觉
甚至静得有点恐怖，静得有点孤独
晚上等待别人的信息，期待谁会叫我去晚餐
结果还是自己一个人吃
11点了，一切感觉都很宁静。
播放器中的列表都是悲悯的歌曲

i slept this afternoon.that was a silent siesta
even scary silent,lonely silent
waiting SMS at night,seeking someone to dinner
result is i ate my self.
11pm,all seem silent and quite
all sad song at my playlist

等待着。。。。。。12点的到来。
我要跟我影子一起倒数。
3,2,1 生日快乐！

waiting........birthday
i should count down with my shadow
three!two!one! happy Birthday!
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今天就谈一谈期待吧
期待或希望是人人都有的
也可以用欲望去形容
这是每个人都有，但也因为期待，所以才会被伤害
我不是佛祖，更不是耶稣
我也只是一个星斗市民
当然我也有我自己的期待与希望

Let's talk about "hope" today
hope or dream own by every people and human
or you can call it desire
that's humanity,and because hoping,so brings hurt
i'm not Buddha,not even Jesus
i was just a ordinary citizen
sure i own my dream and hope

我也希望我富贵满门
我也希望我娶个好老婆或有个好老公
我也希望成绩全A
更希望我家人永远健康快乐
生日了，也希望和别人一样
看着面子书满满的祝福，收着别人的礼物
吹熄代表我岁数的两支大蜡烛

i hope i got fortune that never ends
i hope i got a pretty wife or handsome husband
i hope i got straight A in exam
i also hope my family will live happy always
birthday is coming,i also wish to be like other
watching wishes from facebook,receiving present
blow the 2 candles that represented my ages

即使用一包包的面粉丢到我成了面筋人
我也无怨无悔，因为这就是朋友的代表不是吗？
是我太过要求了，还是我太不知足？
我也只是希望能获得和别人一样的认同
我也只是希望一切会变得顺利和简单
因为我真的很不喜欢复杂的人际关系

even trow me with Flours and make me a snowman
i was no regret because that is what friend do right?
maybe is i'm too much,or i just not satisfy what i have
i hope i agreed by others
i hope every things become more easier and simple
i really do hate complicated human reaction and social

好唠叨的一只猴子哦~

what a talkative monkey~

06-11-2010 生日 birthday

今天是Money和冠辉的生日
在此对他们说~生日快乐
哈哈
忽然觉得自己好孤独哦~
早上上完了课
晚上就被载回家了
然后一直就睡觉，睡觉。。。。。。。

Today was Money and Kwan Hooi Birthday
Happy Birthday guys
haha
felt alone suddently
morning went to classes
and night home
sleep.......sleeppppppppppppppppppppppp

06-09-2010 进餐 Dine

今天早上我迟到了
因为昨天12点多才睡=。=
然后上完课就去睡觉
睡了一下又要上课
然后晚上的时候就跟依然去吃晚餐
过后回家做企划
总觉得别人的英文好像怪怪的。
有点过度口语化。
做到晚上很夜

Today i late to class
because yesterday i sleep at 12pm!
after the class i sleep and class again=,=
night i dinner with yee yin
and do Assignment after that
i felt abit strange to other people language
some look not too comfortable to me
and we did it until mid-night

对了，今天我也去拿电脑
那个店长之前说会帮我进
微软视图培基 2008
奥多比系统 设计配套 4 大师收藏版
结果去的时候那些店员只是敷衍我一句：“没有！”
我回到去就打电话给店长
哈哈
我觉得应该会解决问题了

oh ya,i took my computer back
that manager has promise me before to help me instal
Microsoft VisualBasic 2008
Adobe Cs4 MasterCorrection
but when i go to take my computer the staff just say
:"no such deal"
then i went back and call that manager~
hoho
i think should be no problems now

其实今天有点不开心的
因为我的新生已经开始不找我了
也许我也应该了解
我应该独立了。。。。。。。
加油加油！

Today felt a little bit unhappy
because the freshie started not to ask me to dinner
maybe i should wakeup
and be independent
Cheer Up!

06-08-2010 舞蹈 Dance

今天什么都没有发生和值得被提的~
但是比较想说的就是晚上吃完晚饭后
我们就去音乐学会的聚会
谁知道去到那一边，比较像销售大会
一直在推销我们买他们的衣服
一直叫我们进他们的舞蹈班
就这样咯=。=

Today Nothing is important
but i would like to point out some thing that
After Dinner,I went to Music Society General Meeting with my freshie
while be been there
there just look like a sales fair
sale the T-shirt and Dance Class
that's all

06-07-2010 回家 Home

时间飞逝
昨天我去了教会后就回宿舍了
一直等到晚上7点
我才跟我可爱的宝贝们去吃晚餐
今天去了wings
约了两个新人，chris lun和一个忘记名字了=。=
然后我们吃完了，我就去尼古拉斯家
笑eh也有来呢
然后等尼姑拉斯拷贝完戏
我就回家放刚刚在john家拿回的两只猴子
然后回怡保了。
今天7号我才回来呢~哈哈

time is flying and losting
yesterday i went to church and back hostel after that
wait until night 7pm
then i went to dinner with my cute babies
we went to wings
with 2 new guys,chris lun from group 14 and another one i forgot his name
after that i went to Nicolas home and xiao eh with us
after the nicolas copy all the movie i had
then i back to hostel and put down the two monkey recently
took back from john hostel and i back to Ipoh
today 7th June i just come back~haha

06-06-2010 夜宴 Dinner

也许是人的第六感
在昨天凌晨写了那篇文章，感觉就会有不好的事情发生
我没有想太多
找很多的人陪我
去跑步，去吃早餐，去打桌球
然后回怡保的中学同学聚会

that maybe sixth sense
yesterday midnight i wrote the article
i felt something bad is gonna happen
I don't want to think about it
found a lot of people to accompany me
we go Jogging,Breakfast,Poor
and back to ipoh for secondary school reunion party

一切都是那么顺利
我先被载回家拿了车
然后去吃这么一餐晚餐
在点心时间，我去到冰淇淋的冰箱前
缓缓前进，因为人龙弯峦
忽然甩头看见储物冰箱内两盒粉红的东西

all thing seems so right to me
i fetch to take my car
dine this well prepared dinner
mouthwash time,i went to ice-cream fridge
move slowly,there are many people in Queue
thus i saw the fridge beside has two pink boxes


然后我们都快离场时
：“Happy Birthday To you....”
重复着高昂开心的节奏
然后心里冲满了祝福
Ah fi!(今天生日)
在我们等待他许愿时
音乐又响起了
这是为11号生日的冠辉

when we are leaving
:"祝你生日快乐。。。"
repeating the same happy and joyful tempo
and full with greatness and wishes
Ah fi!(today is she's birthday)
while we wait her wishes
music starts once again
this is celebrating for kwan hooi birthday 11th june

我心中忽然有一种痛
眼泪就快如水坝决堤一般
我拿起了背包奔向我的汽车
背后还是那欢呼的生日庆祝与话语
我哭了，嚎啕大哭了起来
同一个月生日
6号，11号，13号
居然只有13号生日的我没有被庆祝

i felt so hurt
tears drop like rain
i took my bag and ran to my car
behind me the wishes and chatter are still go on
i cried,a deep cry
birth at same month
only me,birth at 13th June none be celebrated

这就是曲终人散，心中带着寂寞离场的痛
这也是落魄无奈，泪水飙流的一夜
过后，我驾车回了金宝
因为待会儿要去教会
我躺在床上，听着祝我生日快乐
“生日快乐。。我对自己说”
这种感觉，真的好痛好痛。。。。。。。

maybe that's what call when it goes to end
heart will bring along with hurt you receive
that is nothing i can do,tears rain night
afterward i drove back kampar for tomorrow church
i lied on the bed,listening to
happy birthday to me
"happy birthday,i said it to myself.."
this feel......totally hurt

06-05-2010 夜 Night

话说一眨眼，时间又让我变老了（才几天哦？！）
我们每个人都在活在一样的世界一样的地球
不同的是我们有不同的思想
不同的感觉，其实我感触是更大了

seems just a short time,I grown to elder(how many days you elder now?)
we live in the same world,same earth
what different is the feel
thinking,it make me more emo

其实每一年六月，我心情自然就会变得比较低落
因为每一年这个时候
我都在想起同样的东西
我的生日就快到了。

while June is here,i felt emo and down
because the june reminded me something
my birthday.

生日不是应该开心的吗？不。。
对于我来说，生日一点都不开心
从我出生到现在，我只真正庆祝过两次生日
而且是很不开心的生日
一次是我家开派对
一次则是在麦当劳
两次都是我要求别人去他们才到的

birthday shouldn't be happy rather than sad?No!
for me,birthday are not happy at all
sine i was born,I was only really celebrated birthday for twice
and that's sad birthday
once at my home party
once at McD
two time also i invited "friends" to there

而麦当劳那一次，更是我自己掏腰包买蛋糕
最近的一次就是在学院的这一次
上一年，有人说要帮我庆生
（适逢我的生日靠近迎新周）
但是可惜的是，他们在11号庆生
11号？！我是13号生日的。
而庆生那天原因是。顺便

the McD time,cake bought by myself
recently that is last year at college life
last year someone say wanted to celebrate birthday for me
(because my birthday near O'week)
but unfortunately,they celebrate at 11th
11th?!I was born at 13th.
the reason why? Incidentally

因为他们要帮别人庆生，所以顺便帮我庆生
为什么感觉很多朋友的我
原来其实没有真的很多朋友
连生日都是庆祝别人的顺便庆祝我的
所以我不喜欢生日接近
因为别人12吹蜡烛的景象
永远不会到我。。。。。。。

because they want to help other celebrate,
so Incidentally take me at same time.
why a people look like may friends but actually not
even birthday are Incidentally celebrated
so i dislike the birthday
because the midnight blow the candle will never comes to my turn....

每一年我等待。。。。
每一年我期待。。。。
每一年我失望。。。。
每一年我落泪。。。。
但是没有人会在乎，没有人会理。
这就是我生日的可怜

every year i wish
every year i yearn
every year i disappointed
every year i drop tears
seems no one care,no one would like to do
that is what happen in my birthday

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最近生活超级无敌忙
而且电脑又拿去送修，所以比较少更新这里咯
看到这里草都生很高了（这网路怎么会有草哦？）
好啦，企划做错了。。。。。生活还是一团遭
我的人生啊。。。。。就是不会顺利。。。。

the life go extremely busy
and computer has sent to repair,so less online and update my blog
the grass now quite high(network where grows grass)
well,Assignment did wrongly,life is messing
my life never seems easy

好了啦。。。。。
说下最近发生什么事给你们听啦
不要告诉别人哦（白痴！你放上网谁看不到？）
昨天六月四号跟新生去唱歌
超级好玩的。

ok,let talk about what happen to me recently
don't tell other(stupid!you put it online whose can't see?)
yesterday 4th of jun sing K with freshies
super cool and fun

然后这几天跟班里的关系算好了一点点
而电脑科学学会那些没有效率的人依然没有效率
=。=
不过还好给时间我加强自己的能力

and in this few days the relationship in between me and class
are better but inefficient Css still inefficient=.=
but it gives me time to improve
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伤心又一天，开心又一天，我选择开心的过每一天！
sad the day goes on.
happy the day goes on.
i choose to be happy every day！