06-17-2011 仇恨 Hates

序:
“爱情和仇恨,二者皆盲目” - 軼名
Preface:
Loves and Hates Both Make Us Blind. - by Anonymous

有人說,愛情是盲目的,那麼我想說,仇恨,絕對也是盲目的。
當仇恨來的時候,你永遠不會知道你做的東西做麼不理智,
用仇恨來解決仇恨,就正如將火水用來滅火,看似星火,但是卻能讓它燎原。
所以愛情和仇恨都一樣,沒有足夠的定力,絕對不要靠近。
someone said, Love is Blind, then i must say, Hate must be blind too.while hates occurs,you will never realize how stupidity of your action is.kill hates with hates, just like use fuel to off the fire,it used to be small case,but it could kills.
thus,love was as same as hates, if you couldn't handle it,don't near it.

導讀:
歲月催人老,瀟瀟夏季特別的熱,我這個老人家,幾乎都被榨乾了,
這家裡的幾瓶水真的是猶如活命仙丹,天山融冰,成了我唯一的消暑聖品
坐在電腦前的我,忽然想起了三年前的我們,那年我們還是朋友。
我們一起讀書,一起聊夢想,一起開心,一起哭,一起唱K.
一起祝福彼此的生日。翌年,我們開心的來到這個不毛之地。
starting:
time is passing fast,summer is extremely hot,my body almost running out of water,each bottle of water in my room,save my life for long time, it seems to be my favorite drinks,seat in front of computer, and suddenly there was a picture in my head.we still friend that time.we study together,talk about dreams together,happy together, Cried together,Sing Together.blessing each other birthday. the second year,we were so happy to be here.

我們選擇了同樣的課程,同樣的宿舍區,命運像是枷鎖,就緊緊的讓我們糾結。
剛開始,我們都對這裡很陌生。我們都有過抗拒,我們都有過傷心。
我們選擇同樣顏色的衣服去上課,買了同一款的腳車。
不知道還真的以為我們是情侶。但是就真的純友誼,很單純的那種。
我們一起做功課,一起討論,一起吃飯,一起上學,時間是多麼的開心。
we choose the same course, same hostel,fate like chain,hold us tight together.from the very beginning, we were so fresh to be here. we been refuse to do something, we sad before.we picked the same color shirt to college,same type of bike.their said we just like couple. but this is friendship,just friendship.we homework together, discuss together,meal together, college together,time is passing with full of joy.

但是好景不常,辛勞的為班上做事就獲來一次次背叛,
說不上是大事,只因為當時不會想,我們就此分離,5年多的友誼,
開心,笑容,從此注定了別離,淡淡的哀傷,倒影在湖面的我們,
到底還是朋友嗎?我們形同陌路,你開始避開與我對話。
並和你那些曾說過是敵人的新朋友開始了你精彩的生活。
我就是被你踩在腳下網上爬那個踏腳石。
but time is passing fast,i been betrayed by the class for times even i work hard for them. this really isn't big deal, just i was so immature that time.we breaks apart,so do our 5 years friendship.happiness and smiling was fade away from us. sadness and reflection of us, is that we still friend? we never be together again,you start to avoid to talk with me,and start your colorfulness life with your new friend that you used to call them enemies.i was the step-stone under your feet.

時間過去這麼久了,回想起來,我人生也不過21年,
佔據我生命四分之一的朋友,居然可以在一個天裡發生天壤之別的待遇。
忽然覺得有點可惜,人生總會成長的,當我走到這裡。
回想而去,真的值得嗎?為了這些小事,值得典當5年的友誼嗎?
畢竟友誼就如樹苗,要緩和灌溉。種了五年的小樹,就這樣砍了下來。
連根拔起,這不就在心田留下了一個大洞,灌注著淚與汗,期盼與希望。
time passed,now reminds me,my life was just 21 years.the friend has around me for quarter of my life,can breaks apart in a single day.isn't it pity, we are growing to be mature, while i here and think back,is it really worth? to pay my 5 years friendship for those small matters?after all friendship like a fresh growth plant,have to take care carefully.it been there for 5 years and we just cut it down.pull from root,this left a deep hole in heart, fill with tears and Sweat, wish and hope.

到底朋友真的只是膚淺的走過就算了嗎?還是說我們從來不是朋友。
誰對誰錯我也看破了,因為對錯本來就不重要。
就算這不能再重生的樹苗,我也只能再放下希望的種子,在這水中漂浮。
也許種子會被水浸壞,但是沒有試過,怎麼能說是希望呢?
我相信總有一天,命運的枷鎖會再聯繫我們的友誼。
is that friend just a pass by person?or we never friend.is not matter of wrong or right,even the tree can't regrowth,i just hope to put a wish in,flew in this watery hole.perhaps it will spoil, but never tried, how consider as hope?i believe fate will pull our friendship back one day.

結語
禮物在送給別人直到他接受之前,那都是屬於你的財產。
同樣的,你的辱罵在我接收之前,你都只是在自取其辱。-鄭志興
the end
before you sent a gift to a person,it's your property.so do the abuse you did to me. - gemini chin
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你好你好~Emo過後的還是你最愛的鄭志興我啦~
最近網上出現一個搞笑的現象。就是有一個群組名為
http://www.facebook.com/pages/Anti-Gemini-Chin-Chee-Heng/122091907875991?ref=ts
(反鄭志興專業)
來反我,當然出現這種現象我也不知道該笑還是該哭。
welcome all,after being emotional it still your beloved monkey.recently there was some cutie open a group called Anti Gemini Chin Chee Heng to anti me. off course its stupid to me.

只能說,這種做法極度幼稚,就如題目,仇恨會使人盲目。
也是一把傷害自己的雙刃刀。一不小心,傷到的就是雙方的感情。
但是世界明明就是如此,當你在退讓,別人就會以為你沒膽量。
三分顏色開染坊,開始用他的仇恨來助養更多仇恨。
當然這種都是對人不對事,總以為他人搞針對,
但是其實理性分析上其實搞針對的是誰大家都懂。
this is so Naive,just as the thread, hates make us blind.its also a sword,you might hurt you yourself feeling and other,against something with no reason.

當然我不是說人不應該有仇恨,例如我就還記得
1998年5月13日,1969年同月同日,日本二戰,
德國納粹等等。但是仇恨的背後是要叫人製造更多仇恨嗎?
你殺了我爸爸,我殺回你兒子,你孫子殺我,我兒子殺你。
搞來搞去,得到什麼?沒有,失去什麼?當然就是友誼的入門票。
原諒你敵人其實就是原諒自己。我早原諒了你,你還來咄咄相逼
我就真的不懂了。
everyone should have hates but not showing it out.it just make much hates and i forgive you,but i won;t forgot.

只能說,仇恨和愛情都是盲目的,如果你要繼續盲眼看世界
你就繼續吧~反正你的話不會對我造成半點傷害。
如果你開心,能幫到你治愈你的心裡變態,我又何樂不為呢?
祝各位朋友,開心每一天。不要心裡變態哦~哈哈
so, love and hates both blinds.if you want to continued to be blind 。just go on,you won't hurt me either.if you happy,and this may cure your sickness and abnormal thinking,how lovely i sure do it.hope everyone。have a nice day and don't be sick like them oh~haha

06-13-2011 生日birthday


時間過得真系快,又系時候生日啦!
首先要謝謝偶滴爸爸媽媽不劬勞苦
用力的搞我出來,我才有機會來到這大千世界
謝謝父母是生日第一件要做的。
當然還有家人lo

第二件事是,我老啦!
不知不覺21歲了!怎麼辦?
阿茂說2012世界末日,偶才剛21nie!
當然老了就可以做更多事,例如
投票改變大馬,可以進賭場,可以結婚註冊
可以開公司,可以看a片(聽說先生你不夠歲也在看的說)
呵呵

第三件事,要謝謝朋友們的祝福語。
雖然facebook中add我不說話的超多。
但是他們有心寫個祝福,已經是最好的祝福。
當然也是最好的禮物了。所以謝謝大家。
同樣的,要說聲對不起。
上一年又給大家帶來各樣的麻煩,
對不起喔。

(許願許願!)
我希望世界和平,人人健康
(打)
痛耶。希望我朋友開心,大家考得上大學,
最好就中個樂透頭獎。哈哈(想太多)

好了,雖然沒有真的蛋糕與禮物
(小失望)
不過畢竟大家都在忙,就算了吧
你們開心,其實就是偶的開心喔。

06-09-2011 苦瓜 Bitter gourd

你好你好,時間如梭
赫然就來到了2011年,
才發現自己真的老了,哈哈
開始會懂得欣賞經常在我身邊出現
但是卻選擇性忽略的東西-----苦瓜

Welcome All Reader again,time passed so fast
now already 2011,i'm start to think that i'm old
wakaka,now getting know to enjoy something that i used to ignore
Bitter gourd

其實苦瓜並不是什麽桌上常客,
更不是什麽山珍海錯,說不上特好吃,
外表平平無奇可以說得難看
更甚者其苦味往往讓人卻步,
許多人都知道它的存在,
但是卻沒有多少個人選擇他。

Bitter gourd was not usually served in restaurant,
not expensive luxury food,not so tasty,
it's looks boring and some said ugly
in addition its bitter taste make some people step back from it.
many people know its exist but choose to ignore it.



苦瓜,又名涼瓜或半生瓜。
在中醫里是清腸胃的良藥,
西方居然也研究出它有可能是世紀絕癥艾滋病患者的救星
說到這裡,你會不會覺得苦瓜其實也不差?
Bitter gourd also known as bitter melon or chinese say "Half-life" melon
in chinese medicine theory its best to clean your body toxic
western Medical has a research on it and found out that this might be saver of the AIDS infector.
did you think that bitter gourd actually not that bitter now?


前提說,半生瓜,意思並不是半生不熟,
而是半輩子的意思,有人說,當你開始懂得品嘗苦瓜
當中苦澀的睿智你懂了,你就開竅了,
但是當你發現的時候,你也已經走了大半輩子。
所以苦瓜有此可愛的別名。
as stated as above,"Half-life" melon,not meaning it only has half live,
but half-of a human lifetime,some said:when you know the good taste of bitter gourd
and you know the wisdom on it, you was mature enough,
but then you will realized,you was been half way of your lifetime.
thus bitter gourd has this cute "Half-life" melon name.

從苦瓜看人生,可以看得出端倪
人生不也就是經過多少的苦澀,淚水,努力與辛勞而來的嗎?
吃過苦瓜的應該都懂,苦瓜,並不是真的苦。
苦完會回甘,那種特別的滋味才叫苦瓜愛好者牽掛
正如人生,總會有一次的淚水讓你一夜中長大,
到時候你回頭看看自己,以前的堅持,固執其實都是過眼雲烟。
就如新創網路火星話:“神馬都是浮雲”(什麽都是虛幻的)
if you take bitter gourd as your life,then you can know something missing
human life was also have to walk through many of the "bitter" time,harshness all around?
if you ate a bitter gourd you will find out that it is not actually only bitter,
but sweet in the end. these tastes you can ever found in this planet,
and that is why it has many lovers. just like human life
"You know best what good is that has endured evil."

其實最近再次引起我注意苦瓜是因為同名歌曲《苦瓜》
actually i'm starting to make attention to bitter gourd is the song
只看歌詞如果你可以看得出當中的哲理,
你也就懂得苦瓜的美味了。

if you can know the philosophy by listen this song,
then you must be well known of bitter gourd theory
《 苦瓜》主唱:陳奕迅 填詞:黃偉文
(灰色為個人想法)
共你乾杯再舉 突然間相看莞爾 盤中透着那味兒
大概今生有些事 是提早都不可以 明白其妙處

(字詞提點: 箸zhu4 是筷子的意思,莞爾是一會兒的意思
這段說的是和你喝了兩口之後再舉起筷子要吃苦瓜的時候,
忽然的看了對方一會兒,盤中的苦瓜擺放著,應該是這一生有些事情
是不能提早懂得,時間到了,你就會懂了)


就像你當日痛心她回絕一番美意
怎發現你從情劫亦能學懂開解與寬恕
也像我很糾結的公事 此際回頭看 原來並沒有事

(這段說的是就像當初你傷心因為她離開了你,你才會發現
從愛情與分手當中你懂得原諒對方與自己,就如同感覺特麻煩的公務
其實現在回頭看,並不是什麽重要的事)


*真想不到當初我們也討厭吃苦瓜
今天竟吃得出那睿智愈來愈記掛
開始時捱一些苦 栽種絕處的花
幸得艱辛的引路甜蜜不致太寡*

(這段說的是想不到當初我們都不喜歡吃苦瓜,今天忽然懂得它的智慧,
開始也許很艱苦,但是過後才知道那是承托幸福的綠葉)


#青春的快餐只要求快不理哪一家
哪有玩味的空檔來欣賞細緻淡雅
到大悟大徹將虎嚥的昇華 等消化學
至共你覺得苦也不太差#

(沏茶粵語念Chai,并不念Chit)
(這段說的是年輕的時候我們只懂得隨意揮霍自己的青春,不懂得細想他們的內涵
當你開始懂得細嚼食物的美味,學會慢慢瞭解事情的含義,
你就會覺得其實艱苦都可以是一種磨練)


下半生竟再開學 入迷的終於醒覺 移走最後的死角
用痛苦烘托歡樂 讓餘甘彰顯險惡 如藝壇傑作

(這段說的是這輩子終於懂了,瞭解以前的愚昧,通通都瞭解了
痛苦既然是幸福的綠葉,那麼苦后甘就是險惡的良藥,
如同一首好歌可以撫平心靈也可以激起心中的浪花)


就像我一直聽香夭從未沾濕眼角
仔細地看神壇裡木紋甚麼精巧也不覺
卻在某蕭瑟晚秋深夜 忽爾明瞭了 而黃葉便碎落

(香夭既帝女花中的最後一節,忽爾既突然的意思。
這段說的是以前并不知道什麽是感動
就如同小孩子並不知道為何人可以為愛要死要活,就算看到精緻的木製神壇
對他們也只是一種裝飾,但是卻不懂得神壇的意義對華裔的重要
但是總會有一天夜深人靜的夜晚,忽然的明白,但是年紀肯定都是不小了)


repeat * #

做人沒有苦澀可以嗎

真想不到當初我們也討厭吃苦瓜
當睇清世間所有定理又何用再怕
珍惜淡定的心境 苦過後更加清
萬般過去亦無味但有領會留下

(這段說的是當初我們都逃避苦澀以及艱苦,
當我們懂得社會的道理又怕什麽,處若不驚,艱苦是種讓人成長的磨練
當時間過去了,我們也許什麽都得不到,但是會有深刻的瞭解與哲理。)


今天先記得聽過人說這叫半生瓜
那意味着它的美年輕不會洞察嗎
到大悟大徹將一切都昇華 這一秒坐擁晚霞
我共你覺得苦也不太差

(這段說的是苦瓜又名半生瓜,難道年輕的時候就不會懂得他的道理嗎,
到最後一切都過去了,可以一起再吃一碟苦瓜看著落霞,才懂得
一切都只是過眼雲烟)

你喜歡苦瓜了嗎? you love bitter gourd now?

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